Sunday, August 31, 2014

August favorites

August favorite

AUGUST FAVORITES

  • This is such a sad month for me. No words can describe how I am feeling at the moment.
  • I registered for September 2014 30 days of lists project. The only project that I have been doing since the last two years.
  • I join 30 days of lists bog hop and it was so much fun.
  • I am not sure if I ever finished any book in August. I am still reading the Cuckoo's Calling and I am grieving. Not a great combination to get excited about a book. Regardless of the unpleasant feeling, I still enjoy reading it. I think I've finished reading Divergent .
  • Playing catch up with my Project Life layout for week 30 - week 34. 

I hope you had an amazing August. No matter how hard life gets, try to stay positive and look for things to be grateful for. 

Project 365 [ Week 35]

If it was up to me, I don't think I want to go back to work and face other people. Sometimes I just felt like staying in my room all day long. Work is the last thing on my mind right now. I wish I have the luxury to just quit and travel the world. I want to see all the beautiful places and experience life to the fullest , not coop up in my room and do things that seems important but somehow it's not.

HERE IS MY WEEK IN PHOTOS

day 237- I was taking the day off and I got a chance to spend it with my boy. Love the routine of a stay at home mom

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day 239- I start to write again in my journal. I have no idea why I stop in the first place. I am still processing the death of my mom and writing did help a lot with sorting out my feelings and my thinking.
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day 238- First day back to work, and I am listening to the Cuckoo's Calling audible book. It took my awhile to read the book but listening to book help me capture the essence of the book and really help me a lot with the slang and the language.

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day 240- Suddenly I saw this cute boy put on the bucket as a hat and play with his plastic toy. Such a beautiful sight to watch me get involve with this toy.

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day 241- I just can't believe how grown up he got in less then four months. He is definitely not a baby anymore. No mistake about it.

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day 242 - My daughter is getting bigger and smarter now. She is such a beautiful girl inside and out. The best part was she loves me dearly and we have a lot in common.


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day 243- Getting ready for 30 days of lists September project tomorrow. This definitely my album for the next 30 days. Can't wait to share!

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These are my life in photos for week thirty five.  So many things happened and if I don't take the time to document them I might miss a lot. I still believe when you took the time to document the every day and the good things that happened in your life, you will be more grateful. Just saying.

Do you join Project 365 this year?
 If you do linked up in the comment, I would love to 
see your work and a glimpse of your life in 2014 

Friday, August 29, 2014

Today I ....

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Today I
  • am trying to get back on fitness wagon. 
  • am watching Deception Season One TV Show 
  • am still grieving. Loosing a mother is not something a child can get over with. 
  • plan to do Ript Up T25 workout
  • am looking forward to see my brother and his family
  • plan to make a schedule blog posts about September 30 days of lists challenge
  • plan to watch a movie, any new movie 
  • decided to take Digital Art Journal class by Jessica Sprague. I love her class
  • wanted to at least go through with Digital Art Journal class lesson this weekend
  • am looking forward to a long Merdeka Weekend. So many projects comes to mind 
  • am loving my One Little Word project so far, it's such an amazing experience. I looking forward to September assignment.
  • have downloaded Hit the Floor Season 2. So I'll probably watched them back to back this weekend and this month. 
  • just realised that I haven't backup my August photos. Need to do that as soon as possible
  • am trying so hard to live my life without my mom by my side.
  • can't wait for the launching of OS Yosemite.
  • am loving my Jotscript Evernote stylus . Works perfectly with my iPad.

Thursday, August 28, 2014

#thursday3 [28.08.2014]

I am not ok. Admitting that is something that I don't want to do. People around me told me to be strong, to accept the lost and move on. How can I? The one person that was always on my side is gone now. Life is not the same anymore and I don't know how to live my life without her. 

HERE ARE MY PHOTO AND FACTS FOR THE WEEK 

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#1. I am still reading and listening to the Cuckoo's Calling. I love the book so far.
#2. I take an Art Journal online class at Jessica Sprague dot com. I am excited to learn new things. I think learning should be fun.
#3. I am getting excited with 30 days of lists project which is going live next month.

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Think about it this way…If you take one picture and write down three facts each week — at the end of the year you’ll have more than 50 photos of yourself and 150 facts about what life has been like. It would make such an epic All About Me book — and most of the work is already done."
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Follow along each week using the hashtag #thursday3 dan tagged me @hanizeyecandy. I want to see your selfie and read about you

Tuesday, August 26, 2014

30 days blog hop // Books I like to read this year

I am super duper excited to be doing September 2014 30 days of lists. So to get in the mood of listings, Amy and Kam invited us to participate in a blog hop by choosing a prompt from March 2011 lists and made the lists. I did participate way back in 2011 and it sure nice to see what my lists look like now and then.

I choose:

List #26: Books I like to read this year


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  • The Cuckoo's Calling
  • the Silkworm
  • the 9th Girl
  • Gone Girl
  • Insurgent
  • Mr. Mercedes
  • Big Little Lies
  • Gone - James Patterson
And this is what my lists looked like in 2011.

I made the above list using my iPhone. The app used are Picframe for the layout and Phonto app for the text. And my photo is from my camera phone. I adjust the size of the frame to 4:3 so that I can print on 4x6 photo paper with Canon Selphy printer.

Blog hop #30lists

To see the other lists from listers, hop on the blog train and enjoy the ride:
- My Life as a teacup
- Life Behind the purple door
- Nightwolf's Den
- the Nerd Nest
- Nina is a papernerd
- and for more go here for a complete list

Love reading all the lists so far. I just didn't realised that there are so many listers out there. You can also join in the blog hop challenge by...

1. Going to the (free) March 2011 30 Days of Lists site
2. Choosing one of those list prompts
3. Create your own list — either on a post-it, digitally, art journal or however you like.
4. Post your list in a blog post
5. Link up your post so everyone can see it too!

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30 Days of Lists is a semi-annual journaling challenge for Listers, from Kam of Campfire Chic and Amy of Lemon and Raspberry.
Not everyone can make a mini scrapbook every week or an art journal page every night. 30 Days of Lists is our encouragement and challenge to you that you CAN journal just something every day — even something as small as a list.

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Monday, August 25, 2014

Project 365 [ Week thirty four]

This is such a painful week for me. It feels so hard to move on with my life when a part of me is missing. 

HERE IS MY WEEK IN PHOTOS

day 230- This happened when I picked up these two at the end of Monday. My son is having way too much fun playing with his big sister.
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day 231- Tuesday blues. I am not feeling so great today. Ayu took me out to lunch at fuel shack. It feels so good to be able to eat again.
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day 232- Trying slowly to get back into my routine starting with reading the Cuckoo's Calling by Robert Galbraith.
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day 233- Thursday and I am feeling much better. Plan to attend "Jamuan Hari Raya" at the office. I don't plan to eat much just because I am not a fan of most of the food served. Taste a little bit of everything.
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day 234- Friday, it's a National Mourn day, in remembrance of the people killed in MH17 last July. The funerals were set for today and everybody seems to feel the lost, including me. It has been two weeks since my mom passed away.
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day 235- I bring him with me to pick up his dad and when for a wedding afterwards. Such a joy and a handful.
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day 236- My dad is here with me. 

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These are my life in photos for week thirty four.  So many things happened and if I don't take the time to document them I might miss a lot. I still believe when you took the time to document the every day and the good things that happened in your life, you will be more grateful. Just saying.

Do you join Project 365 this year?
 If you do linked up in the comment, I would love to 
see your work and a glimpse of your life in 2014 

Saturday, August 23, 2014

My favourite lists // 30 days of lists

While I was deciding how to document my 30 days of lists this time around, I realised that I have been doing 30 days of lists project for seven or eight times. I have done a simple lists, an art journal style and a digital version. This time around I plan to use Project Life mini album, do my lists digitally using the free kits that comes with this project, resize and print them on 4x6 photo paper and slip them into my album. 

When I read Monika's favourite 30 days of lists, I was inspired to make my own favourite lists  in no particular order.


MARCH 2014 LISTS



List 10: If I rule the world .... 

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  • I will make pink the official colour
  • Health and fitness will be a mandatory subject in school
  • Free wifi everywhere including the rural area and highway
  • I have a personal jet to go anywhere in the world (+ a great pilot comes with it)
  • Every individual who wants to be a parent must have at least two months parenting course
  • There's no such thing as unhealthy food
  • Free medical

List 8: How I feel today  

List 08


  • numb, shocked and sad [#MH370 missing airplane]
  • happy it's Saturday
  • free - freedom from punch card
  • excited - that I have time to do exercise more
  • motivated to do some housework
  • inspired to do my current project
  • overwhelmed with ideas for my journal and blog post

DECEMBER 2013 LISTS


Day 29: What I'm letting go of..
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  • the believe that I am not good enough
  • the idea of a perfect marriage
  • that I can get as thin as I was in my teens
  • I may not have a super flat tummy
  • wrinkles on my face is not bad - it's just meant I've lived
  • old clothes - I really need to clean up my closet

Day 26: I am thankful for..
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  • my beautiful family
  • ipad Air
  • fast internet connection
  • pink SONY VAIO
  • beautiful PILOT black pen
  • my health
  • my sanity
 Day 20: With a day to myself I would..
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  • go for a facial and a massage
  • write on my journal
  • edit photos
  • catch up on my favourite TV shows
  • take a nap
  • clean the house
  • make lots and lots of digital scrapbook
  • Vitamin C in a bottle

Day 06: On my reading lists

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  • Slim for life
  • the Happiest Toddler on the block
  • Hunger Games Catching Fire
  • The Forgotten – David Baldacci
  • Lethal – Sandra Brown
  • The Hit – David Baldacci
  • Evernote Essential

SEPTEMBER 2013 LISTS

List 24 - How to have a better day
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This is my lists:
  • stay as close as possible to your morning routine
  • be kind to people
  • starts my morning with a great workout
  • have your to do list for the day ready at least the night before
  • squeeze in a few minutes of creativity can really inspire me for the whole day
  • a touch of pink with me can lift my mood for the day
List 14 - weekend essentials
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This is my lists
  • new movie to watch
  • facial mask
  • canon selphy – I print a lot during weekend
  • internet connection is a must
  • my art supply
  • inspiration notebook [Evernote] for creative expression especially digital scrapbook
  • vacuum – If I feel like cleaning up the house

MARCH 2013 LISTS

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I love quotes. It’s amazing, how words can inspire you through difficult times.
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  • “Eat when you are hungry. Stop before you are full”
  • “When life gives you lemon, made some lemonade”
  • “Love like you’ve never been hurt; dance like no one is watching. Work like you are going to live a thousand years; pray like you are going to die tomorrow”
  • “Be who you are, say what you feel because those who mind don’t matter and those who matter don’t mind”

list 25
This is a tough one. I am facing with a tough decision lately. Taking a drastic action that can effect some life is not something that can be taken easily. I really don’t want to take any legal action but when I was force into a corner, sometimes the right decision might not be the pleasant one.
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  • cry
  • make a list
  • pray
  • talk to my mother
  • talk to my friend
  • confide in Allah
  • sleep

SEPTEMBER 2012 LISTS


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Happy Thursday! September is almost over and so does the 30 days of lists. I know I am going to miss this challenge and I am already looking forward to the next season.
Todays list is about taking stock of the bravest thing that you’ve ever done:
  • giving birth for four times ( I do remember the first time I gave birth to my son, I said that was the last time. Now fifteen years later I gave birth to my forth child)
  • embark in this journey called motherhood. (It was scary and exciting at the same time)
  • talking to people I don’t know
  • taking three months unpaid maternity leave
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todays prompt is definitely fun to explore:
  • I enjoy listening to Justin Bieber
  • I enjoy watching Smallville
  • I still have Twilight fever
  • ice cream is still my favorite guilty pleasure
  • I still love to read Archie comic

MARCH 2012 LISTS

I didn't do the March lists exactly on March just because I was in the last trimester of my pregnancy and preparing myself physically and mentally for the birth of my son.
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Credit: Captivating 2012 [March] Kit by Captivated Vision 

SEPTEMBER 2011 LISTS

  • the first thing I do is quit my job ( it would be nice never have to be at the office ever again)
  • buy a house for me and my kids
  • travel the world
  • set up an internet business
  • pay off all my debts and my parents debts
  • enjoy my financial freedom wisely
  • donate some of them to charity of my choice
  • take a cruise
  • write a novel

MARCH 2011 LISTS


LIST #12 My Weekly Ritual 
  • Blogging around 8 – 11 pm daily
  • Check work email every morning
  • sending my  daughter to school every morning
  • eat pizza once a week
  • browse through google reader list every morning
  • blogwalking every afternoon

This is such a fun lists to make. I realised that my style definitely has changed over the years. It's nice to read back all my lists and remember what it was like back then. I think for my 2011 lists I just type them on my blog posts. I don't have any physical copy of the lists. Hemm I smell another project. Making a book of lists for my 2011 lists.

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30 Days of Lists is a semi-annual journaling challenge for Listers, from Kam of Campfire Chic and Amy of Lemon and Raspberry
Not everyone can make a mini scrapbook every week or an art journal page every night. 30 Days of Lists is our encouragement and challenge to you that you CAN journal just something every day — even something as small as a list. 

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If you're interested in joining, check out 30 Days of Lists!
Do you make a list?
Are you joining in on 30 Days of Lists?
If you do leave your link in the comment.
I would love to read your lists
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Friday, August 22, 2014

Project Life [ Week Thirty Three]

Week Thirty Three is the toughest week for me. Dealing with the lost of a mother is really really hard. Some days you feel ok and some days you are not ok

THIS IS MY DIGITAL PROJECT LIFE          FOR WEEK THIRTY THREE

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PAGE 02
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SIDE BY SIDE
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Project Life™ is a system created by Becky Higgins. To learn more about this approach to saving your memories, click here.
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Thursday, August 21, 2014

#thursday3 [21.08.2014]

I am slowly trying to get back into my normal routine including updating my blog on a regular schedule and make myself buys with projects including project life, project 365 and 30 days of lists. 

HERE ARE MY PHOTO AND FACTS FOR THE WEEK 

#thursday3 21 august 2014


#1. I've finished reading Divergent. I like the movie adaptation too. The book has a little bit more action.
#2. I am reading Insurgent and the Cuckoo's Calling. I hope I can finished these book by August
#3. I am already planning and making lists for my 30 days of lists September. This time around I am going digital, print them on 4x6 photo paper and slip them into Project Life Mini album.

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Think about it this way…If you take one picture and write down three facts each week — at the end of the year you’ll have more than 50 photos of yourself and 150 facts about what life has been like. It would make such an epic All About Me book — and most of the work is already done."
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Follow along each week using the hashtag #thursday3 dan tagged me @hanizeyecandy. I want to see your selfie and read about you

Wednesday, August 20, 2014

Project Life [Week Thirty Two]

I am trying really hard to be okay, to be normal again and do normal things. It's harder than I thought to pick up your life. I am forcing myself to scrapbook and do project life layout because this is the only activity than can help me mentally and emotionally.
Today I made Project Life Week 32 layouts. I really went all out with the journal. It's a little deeper than I intended but somehow I want to capture the feelings and the emotions

THIS IS MY DIGITAL PROJECT LIFE          FOR WEEK THIRTY TWO

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PAGE 02
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SIDE BY SIDE
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Project Life™ is a system created by Becky Higgins. To learn more about this approach to saving your memories, click here.
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Tuesday, August 19, 2014

Project Life [Week Thirty One]

I am slowly picking up my life. It's not easy to recover from my lost. Losing your mother is not something that is easy to recover. I know if my mom is here, she probably scolded me if I cry all the time. She wants me to do things that make me happy and live my life to the fullest.
I do take photos daily but I am slowly catching up with my Project Life layout. I don't really felt inspire at the moment but slowly I am getting there. 
Anyway I got a chance to do Project Life Layout for 31 only. I have week 32 and 33 to make by this week if I want to catch up. 

THIS IS MY DIGITAL PROJECT LIFE          FOR WEEK THIRTY ONE

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PAGE 02
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SIDE BY SIDE
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Project Life™ is a system created by Becky Higgins. To learn more about this approach to saving your memories, click here.
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