- eating dinner
- together as one
- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone
I always love my Saturday. All I wanted to do are watch my favourite show all day, make layouts, update blog and update my journal. It was raining almost since morning and that makes the temperature a little bit cool and I like it.
I was with my thoughts a lot today. So many things are on my mind. Today mark the 29th week of my pregnancy and it suddenly hit me how real my situation is. I am so afraid to face this alone. My parents live 2 and half hours away from me , if anything happen to me they cannot be here on time. The only one I have to depend on is myself and I have never really been alone. I know I can count on my kids but I don’t think it would be fair to them. These are the things that kept me awake at night. All I can do right now is take a deep breath and pray a lot. I believe that Allah will help me. He is the best protector after all.
This evening I felt a little bit better after I made this layout. Putting all my worries on my digital layout really help calm me down.
-- credit : special delivery kit by traci reed, shawna clingerman and susan bartolini. all the cool chick font by darcy baldwin. all from sweet shoppe designs.
I am so lost today. Suddenly I felt like everything that I thought was real, isn't so real anymore. Suddenly I'm wondering how do I get here. This is definitely not what I imagine what my life would be like.
But when I scrap everything seems so beautiful and perfect. A place where I can call my own and no one can take that away from me. The excitement that I felt was real.
I am so excited to play with Lost without You Kit by Jenn Barrette. Somehow that has been the theme of life lately.
I scraplift this layout by nikkiARNGwife
And made a layout about my pregnancy using Lost Without you kit.
"A digital scrapbooking kit by Jenn Barrette, "Lost Without You" is dedicated to those you love; near and far! contains: 25 digital scrapbooking papers (17 patterned, 8 solids), alpha in 2 colors/patterns (lowercase, numbers, some punctuation), 73 elements. Elements include: banner, 2 birds, 2 butterflies, 4 buttons, torn cardboard, patterned circle, date stamp, small flower, 2 frames (one paper, one colored plastic), 3 hearts (one map print, one doily, one resin), 3 heart paperclips, heart confetti, stitched heart, journaling paint mess, 3 stitch holes, 2 lipstick kisses, lace, 2 leaves, paint splatter, white doodle grid, bubble stamp, journaling paper, 5 paper flowers, 2 plastic pockets, 3 ribbons, heart ribbon, 2 ric rac, scallop trim, sequins, sequins trim, 2 swirls, 4 vintage pieces (price tag, paper ticket, number tag, vintage Valentine), 2 wonky paper strips, large LOVE wordart, 12 phrase/word strips. " excerpt from product description.