Monday, July 11, 2022

Good or bad is Good


Saya hari ni tidak sama dengan saya sepuluh tahun yang lepas. Banyak perkara yang saya belajar dan pengalaman hidup yang saya tempohi untuk sampai ke tahap ini. Hidup ini hanyalah sementara. Tempat untuk kita beribadah kepada ALLAH swt dan memakmurkan muka bumi sambil memberi manafaat kepada semua.

Never in a million years I thought that I could be at peace with who I am and be thankful for all that I have. Memang menarik cara Allah tegur kita. Mungkin selama ni saya terlalu risau dengan masa depan bersama dengan bekas suami, sentiasa tidak tenang dan ragu-ragu. Allah pisahkan kami. Saya faham yang saya perlu tempohi hidup sendiri. Namun hati ini sangat yakin yang Allah akan bantu saya. Saya cuma perlu buka mata dan pintu hati saya terhadap perkara yang Allah nak tunjukkan pada saya.

Saya dipertermukan dengan Program Ayam Kampung PAKKP dan Program Hakmilik IKBS yang diurus oleh Pertubuhan Amal Kita Kinta Perak melalui seorang kawan. Pada mulanya memang saya rasakan program ni too good to be true. Boleh ke bertahan? Boleh ke percaya? 

Saya pujuk diri ini untuk buka minda dan terima yang program ini adalah program derma. Saya dah lama amalkan menderma RM1 sehari dan telah merasakan keajaiban menderma. Kali ni saya menderma dengan jumlah yang lebih besar daripada RM1. Saya yakin dan percaya bila kita niatkan menderma, Insya Allah rezeki tidak akan putus-putus. Keputusan yang saya buat pada tahun 2018 adalah tepat, saya bina kecukupan diri dan keluarga saya dengan program ini. Alhamdulillah saya telah berada dalam keadaan kewangan yang mencukupi untuk diri dan anak-anak. Perjuangan saya masih belum tamat. Sekarang ni saya terpanggil untuk menyampaikan kebaikan dan manafaat program ini kepada masyarakat pula.

Banyak success story, pengalaman dan perubahan mindset yang ingin saya kongsikan di sini. Mudah-mudahan penulisan saya ini boleh membantu bagi yang memerlukan. Insya Allah. Kita sambung pada next entry ye.

Thursday, July 7, 2022

Random Thursday

 

Seronok bila dapat sembang kecukupan dengan mereka yang setuju. Walaupun program ini baik dan dapat bantu semua lapisab masyarakat namun masih ramai lagi diluar sana yang masih belum faham dan belum nak setuju. 

Banyak perkara yang kami bincangkan. Perkara utama yang paling susah nak ubah adalah mindset. Bila mindset kita terbuka mudah je nak terima dan setuju - derma dapat manafaat.

Some random facts about today

- derma dapat manafaat, kita tenang-tenang saja

- sayang pada diri sendiri, kita menderma

- meeting hari ni pagi dan petang

- berjaya mulakan hari dengan bersenam dan menderma

- jadikan productiviti sebagai habit

- masih dalam proses untuk Build a Second Brain with Evernote

- i love technology 

- oh orang kata harga ayam mahal, harga minyak masal mahal. Esok kena buat survey la betul ke tak sebab kat Pusat Aktiviti Runcit PAKKP ayam percuma je untuk peserta 

- ok hari dah malam boleh beradu

Tuesday, July 5, 2022

Make a decision to live your life


Lama sungguh tinggalkan blog ni bersarang tanpa ada post baru. Alhamdulillah saya masih lagi bernafas di muka bumi ni. So many things happened in my life that I decided to take a break from posting kat sini. Kadang kala kita perlu step back and assess. Moving forward nak teruskan dokumenkan apa dalam blog ni.

Looking back, banyak memory yang direkodkan disini. Lama juga fikir, nak delete entry lama atau nak biarkan sahaja sebagai sebahagian daripada cerita saya. In the end saya ambil keputusan untuk biarkan sahaja sebagai rekod. 

Sekarang ni telah masuk bulan Julai 2022, bermaksud ada beberapa minggu sahaja akan masuk ke tahun baru. Rasa terkilan juga sebab pada awal tahun tidak membuat keputusan untuk mulakan semula penulisan dalam blog ni. Mungkin banyak cerita boleh dikongsikan. Anyway, saya berpegang kepada prinsip looking forward. Tidak ada apa yang saya boleh lakukan tentang masa silam. Keputusan hari ini lah yang akan menentukan masa depan saya.

Matlamat utama saya mulakan semula penulisan di blog ini adalah untuk berkongsi pengalaman hidup saya dan dalam masa yang sama membantu anda untuk mencapai kecukupan. Semoga ilmu-ilmu dan life hack yang akan saya kongsi kan disini dapat membantu anda semua.

Terima kasih kepada pembaca setia saya dan welcome kepada yang baru jumpa blog ni. Semoga kita semua tenang-tenang sahaja. 

Sunday, February 14, 2021

And just like that we are back to square one

At the beginning of the year I was so excited to start my journey. It's a whole new world and whole new experience. And just like that the government decided to put us back in Movement Restriction Order, no more crossing state line or even district line. We were confined in our home and within 10km from out residential area. I was totally stunned I can't believe that we are back to where we started without any hope of things are going to be better.

Just like that we start working from home again and schools were closed. My mental health is not good. What to do during this damn quarantine? Well I decided to do 15,000 steps challenge. It started out as a small to challenge just to see if I can do it. And then it spiral out of control to see if I can do 20,000 steps a day for a month. Now I just can't stop.

On top of that I am making a scrapbook pages in Photoshop again. I do miss the days where I document my life using only Photoshop. 

So here are a few pages that I came out with

ENJOY










Thursday, December 31, 2020

The LaSt DaY of 2020

Alhamdulillah, I never would have thought that I could be here today right here and right now typing this post on my blog. This year has been such a crazy journey. Who would have thought that 2020 is the year that Coivd-19 pandemic hit the world and instantaneously everything was put on hold. If I can sum up my year it would be healing and mindful. I really have to focus my energy on right now, appreciate and be thankful for this moment. One thing I learned was in a blink of an eye your life can changed forever. 



SoMe RaNdOm ThINgs in 2020


( in no particular order)

- my youngest is entering standard 3 in a few days
- I am still using my Kindle Oasis to read ebooks. I having been using it for three years now
- I finally choose INTENTIONAL  as my one little word for 2021
- I set reading goals to read 20 books and I have achieved this goal this year. I read some amazing books this year
- In March, the whole country was in locked down - school closed, non essential economy closed, school closed - we have to stay at home to stay safe. I have mixed feeling about it: scared, happy, thankful, lonely, hurt, anxious and many more. 
- I meet my soulmate 
- I got engaged
- So many rules and so many revised policy to join Program PAKKP. It was so inconvenient to impose during Covid time.


- First time ever submission for Program Hakmilik IKBS closed early (August)
- Both of my kids entered University almost at the same time
- I have to cancel my Umrah for this year.
- I subscribed to Disney + and HBO Max this year
- This is the first time ever that I did not watch any movie in cinema
- I got promoted and move to a new ministry. I love my new place 
- I discovered lofi music on youtube
- Taylor Swift released two new album this year - folklore and evermore
- Covid-19 positive cases reached up to 2,500 a day and people seems immune to it. Malaysia have reached more than 100,000 accumulative positive cases. Unbelieveable
- I have never missed travelling so much
- my youngest stay at home more than he goes to school
- online school is definitely not ready for primary school student. 
- I discovered new TV series - Virgin River, Station 19, FBI Most Wanted, Man with a Plan
- working at home seems to be the norm now

 I can ramble on and on about things that happened to me this year and the lists will be super long.


Check out my lists last year - 2019

I would love to wish all my readers HAPPY NEW YEAR! Thank you for being a part of hanizeyecandy journey. SEE YOU NEXT YEAR!!




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Wednesday, December 16, 2020

One Little Word Journey so far

I have been enjoying participate in One Little Word since 2011, some year I joined the workshop and some year I just choose the world and really try to live my word each year. 

 My One Little Word that I choose in the last nine years were:

This year I choose Mindful as my word, I wanted to blog about this word at least once a month and then pandemic hit , all plans thrown out the window. Some how it is difficult to do anything else when people all over the world are dying. 
I still stay true to my word and try very hard to be mindful. Be grateful for this moment right now. I am alive, happy, healthy and wealthy.

Now as always, in December I already thing about my one little word for 2021. What I want to investigate and make it as a theme for 2021. On top of my head I am thinking about refresh, intentional, grow, beautiful :- these are all of the words I would love to explore.

I am also thinking of joining One Little Word 2021 workshop, hosted by Ali Edwards. She is such a great teacher and inspiring scrapbooker. I love her style and her work


Good or bad is Good

Saya hari ni tidak sama dengan saya sepuluh tahun yang lepas. Banyak perkara yang saya belajar dan pengalaman hidup yang saya tempohi untuk ...